In for a ride

2010-12-29T19:30:00.000+08:00

BACK @ FEELINGOFJOY@TUMBLR! (click to go)

Defeated

2010-11-27T17:04:00.002+08:00

So we put on a smile and pretend everything's right.

For once, I feel very defeated. What the hell am I doing with my life? What am I going to do?

Today

2010-11-26T22:55:00.003+08:00

Tired ttm, BUT fun ttmmmmmmmmm. :)

Went out with Natalie vivi liew sisters jonathan jereld tjun sern today to ECP to celebrate me and banana's birthday HAHAHA they are a crazy fun bunch of people, trust me :D

Wna post but then too tired now can barely keep my eyes open lol so I'm gna sleep but THANKS FOR ORGANISING THIS THING PEOPLE, really really appreciate this a lot! :D

Btw photos are uploaded on facebook alrd go see them okay!

Okay bye omg my shoulder is aching LOL.

2010-11-25T11:01:00.002+08:00

Dear lunwen,
I'd murder you if you were alive. Count your blessings you aren't. ._.

Anw let me tell you something okay!
(Mousehunt alert btw)
Yknow there's the great winter hunt 2010, and there's awesome loot dropping!
Then here's the funny thing:

Me: Eh I got 5 splinted wood! Yay. (Since there's loot drop and it's not those you can buy, well.)
Sis: Eh I got 2 cheddar cheese okay!
Me: ... -Bursts out laughing-

FYI, cheddar cheese is the cheapest cheese you can find in mousehunt and you don't use it anymore when you level up. So, my sister got 2 of the cheapest cheese that she doesn't use anymore! Awesome ttm HAHAHA.

Okay so now I'm trying to do my lunwen which is sad because I can't concentrate reading chinesey stuff sigh.

Bye people, it's me against the evil clutches of lunwen. Wish me luck!

My dream

2010-11-24T07:56:00.003+08:00

Here for a quickkkk post because I gotta go for breakfast but this is too hilarious to not post :D

Okay guess what's my dream! It's awesome and gross and eww and best i tell you.

Okay so I was at uh, some lab I can't remember what. Then the lights were dim and I couldn't open my right eye! So I was feeling horrible.

Then someone I can't remember who pried open my eyes, trying to force me to open.

Then cannot!

Then after that it's like my eyeball fell out, but then it's a miniature version of it and then my eyes finally could open. MY EYEBALLS FELL OUT OKAY. Complete with the uh, oh man I forgot the tube that leads away fr the eyes that contains all the nerve impulses and what not.

Best thing is I can still see! HAHAHA.

Okay then after that the iris were blue.

And it fell on the floor and I picked it up damn funny HAHAHA.

Okay I have to go now brrrrr bye!

Guitar

2010-11-21T21:13:00.001+08:00

YESSSSS I GOT INTO GUITAR WHOOOOOOOOO~ :D

Frustrated

2010-11-21T09:06:00.001+08:00

Screw google mail, someone tell me how I can stay connected on dhsmail and blogger at the same time huh?

Damnnnnn.

Singapore Museum

2010-11-20T21:55:00.002+08:00

Just came back fr watching Harry Potter w/ the guys plus wyeinn!
:)
I have to admit, no matter whether HP movie is nice or not, I'll still find it nice HAHAHA. I'm a fan of HP ^^
Meaning, when it's over, I'm gna be very, very sad.
Okay more like depressed because there's no more for me to look forward to ):
And Emma Watson is very chioooo LOL.

Went to the Singapore Arts Museum today! (Okay this part is mandatory in order for me to have a reflection for US journal HAHAHA)

It was not as boring as expected. I mean, I've been to quite a lot of musuems (mainly in china LOL) and I have to say I didn't really like it a lottttttt because there wasn't much to see that I don't already know yknow. Like, jade and stuff.

It's actually not the first time I've been to the museum yknow. Difference is that I've been to another part of it, so the itinerary for today is new. Got a good guide who knows his stuff well. :)

Okay, first thing that I found (Y): The building is pretty impressive. It's European style, and the inside of it is really pretty cool. Ms Tan was right: The ceilings are high and it makes you respect the place. Well afterall, it's a place with our heritage! It deserves respect okay :) Furthermore, the european style really reminds us that we were once a colony of a European country.

Oh and then to the topic of a colony. I realise that while people may think that being a colony is not a good thing, because after all, the British do take their interests into consideration first, but hey, don't forget they were the ones who gave us money in the first place for us to build roads and stuff. They certainly were there to help us when we needed help. The fact that they were there and they were willing to give us money, and not just take what we have, proves that we should be grateful to them for that :)

We quickly went through the history of Singapore, and then there was this period of time (fr 1600-1800) whr we cannot find anything about the people then. Singapore, actually, isn't that young. We might have a very, very rich history, but just that they weren't recorded or smth.

Oh and.
The guide today mentioned that during the Japanese occupation, yes, although they did commit many atrocities, but they never did remove anyth from the museum or the banks. That is one thing that we should be thankful for. If they did, we would not have what we see in the museum today, which would be darned sad. I mean, how can a country not have its own museum and its heritage huh?

Okay so basically, all in all, I think that going to the guide was rather comprehensive, though it does have a rather narrow view (but there were stuff we didn't manage to see). One thing that I'm curious though, why didn't David Marshall appear at all? Since he is considerably one of the important figures in our history. It's worth it to come here again, esp. since it's free! For us at least heh. :)

Okay bye reflection done all I have to do is transfer the info when I have the mood hohooz :)

Excited :D

2010-11-19T20:28:00.006+08:00

Spent the whole of today in sch, doing BSP stuff! :)

Hehz I'm happy bcuz I can go USA, like finally it's sinking in and I'M HAPPY :D

And and we're only flying on 30th Nov 9pm, so I get to celebrate my birthday in Singapore first, and the coolest part is, I'm gna spend my birthday flying over different countries since we're travelling back time YESSSSSSSSS.

Suo yi, I'm happy! :D

Anw, anyone wna come and send us off? :D
IT'S 9PM, NOT VERY EARLY AND NOT THAT LATE OKAY HEHZ.

Okay I lost motivation to blog liao cuz I wna go watch my kdramamamamama :D

On a more serious hind note, you guys may be one of my closest friends, but y'all sure know how to make me feel horrible, forgotten and truly alone. And I'm not going to barge in anymore or change your plans, just so you know. If I'm not included in the plan, I don't need to be an unexpected and forgotten visitor.

P.S. Celeste: I lazy leh HAHAHA. \(^.^)/

Break hiatus

2010-11-18T19:36:00.004+08:00

Hello 人们，我回来了！
Fr a longggggg hiatus.
As you can see, every time I make a comeback, the blogskin changes HAHAHA.
At least this time, I didn't really fuss over it.
I TOOK LESS THAN 10 MINUTES TO CHOOSE THE BLOG SKIN OKAY!

Holiday has been great, even with lunwen :O
It's unbelievable, but true ^^
Cuz w/o lunwen, I think I will really be rotting away at some corner, sleeping for a whole day and spamming k-dramas the next. So, I'm grateful for that piece of homework.
(I'm gna colour you shocked. I know, I know.)

Anyway, lemme show you a vicious cycle k :)

This is my sad life HAHAHA.
(One that I am uncapable of getting out of sighz)

Anw!
Guitar audition today @9 in the morning, I'm crossing my fingers and praying that I got in plzzzzzzzzzz. x.x
If I didn't get in...
I think I'll have phobia of 关怀方式 for the rest of my life HAHAHA.
Afternoon w/ tanwyeinn doing lunwen, I AM GOING TO FINISH THE DAMNED THING BEFORE I GO AMERICA (I hope).

Blah, gtg for dinner so byez :)

2010-11-18T18:29:00.000+08:00

Watch this space.
Updates soon! :)

10 Days of Confessions

2010-11-12T22:16:00.000+08:00

1) Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
2) Nine things about yourself.
3) Eight ways to win your heart.
4) Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
5) Six things you wish you’d never done.
6) Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
7) Four turn offs.
8) Three turn ons.
9) Two smileys that describe your life right now.
10) One confession

2010-11-06T19:24:00.000+08:00

I want SS3 tix ):

2010-11-06T08:07:00.001+08:00

This is epic.

Yknow what's my dream when I woke up this morning?
He ls telling me to quickly go do my lunwen and Annabelle saying that she finish alrd (coz annabelle got same teacher as me.)
DAMN SIAN LA WLAO.

I remember before bio exam I also dreamt about bio zzz.

My brain is awesome in that sense, no? -rolls eyes-

2010-11-04T11:56:00.001+08:00

Memories do more than haunt.

Just remember that.

Ranttttttttt

2010-11-03T11:13:00.003+08:00

Mummy, plz stop asking me to start mugging for SH every.single.day.
Damn it la I'm getting damn frustrated now. I just wna get out of the house so that she can stop nagging ):

Okay la, everyday must talk about SH, GP, how I must mug now, then try to chase me off the computer and say that MH is wasting my time when all I do is press a damned horn every 15 minutes. It's so totally taking over my life man. Then reading storybooks are useless, so I should stop reading storybooks and engage myself in nothing less than scientific information out of the giant looking textbook. I must read newspapers everyday because then my GP would be awesome and hallehlujah, I will not have a life.

But what's a life when you can score good grades? Double damn, I'm sick of hearing these all over again. You ask me why I like school? Hard to imagine why you wouldn't, if you were me.

Subject combi, screw you

2010-10-31T21:48:00.002+08:00

DAMMIT I GIVE UP LA.
Bio I promise I will try to love you next year even though you almost gave me hell this year )':

History I will miss you a lot a lot seriously!
Damn takes just one CSC to mess up all my options sigh.
Frustrated sia.

I'm gna have to eat my words now, cuz I vividly remember saying that i will NOT take bio next year sigh.
But then btwn bio and econs, I think I like bio more (+ bio is gna be more useful)

Okay I will not regret my choice.
Damn it.

2010-10-31T17:14:00.001+08:00

SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.
I miss my old fringe.

2010-10-31T08:17:00.002+08:00

I'd be a fool if I'm going to expect anything fr you again.

Sigh.

Anw, Halloween party ytd @ Kellie's house! :D

Osm ttm but it's the first time I celebrated Halloween LOL.

No trick or treat la, coz it's mainly treating+ forfeits (-_-) and rofl games :)

But it was good hehz (though I can definitely wait for th uploading of photos/ videos on fb LOL)

Okay off to try guitar!

2010-10-29T21:12:00.001+08:00

If all these ain't real, then what are you?
Give me some kind of evidence that I'm not a fool, no?

Sigh.

3) Eight ways to win your heart.

2010-10-14T21:57:00.005+08:00

I thought you would learn to stop judging yknow.

Apparently I was wrong.

Wtv, not my problem.

Anw, let's continue okay? :)

3) Eight ways to win your heart.

Be yourself.
Don't judge others as much as you can.
Give a genuine smile, yknow the kind that you can look reallyyyyy unglam but you won't give a damn about? :)
Don't, ever, give me a reason to doubt what you're doing is unreal and for pacifying purposes.
Occasionally, yknow, tell me about your life without me prying it out of you.
Be sensitive! Not overly sensitive though.
See me as the person inside, not by wtv rumours or first impressions because I hate that.
Give me a reason to smile everyday when I wake up and I think of you.

Okay baizzz troubled ):

2) Nine things about yourself.

2010-10-12T22:19:00.003+08:00

(Okayz sorry I don't feel like doing the 10 people thing now LOLLL so I start with 9 okay! :D)

I get more satisfaction from scrubbing the floor than getting good grades for a test (Don't laugh ._.)
I can be unreasonable, but I try to keep that away as much as I can.
I can't pretend to like you if I really don't. Not for long, anyway.
I have double eyelids actually (jaw drop) just that it's too, uh, little to be really seen HAHAHA.
I am quite a lazybum hehz.
I might actually like mugging under non-stress conditions.
I have an obsession for stationaries. ^^
I like to be neat and organized, but point 5 makes this sometimes impossible. ):
I will chiong watch dramas (meaning finish within max 4-5 days, but average 2-3 days) and then I will feel like the world is coming to an end because there's no more drama for me to watch ):

Okay hehe the 10 things I think I'll keep it for one of the last kk HAHAHA.

Jap tmrw, maybe will die but I'm more worried about getting back the eoy papers tmrw.
Getting back papers is more stressful than doing the paper itself! ._.

Okay bye gtg sleep and churn out awesome compos tmrw :D

Booooooomzzzz.

2010-10-12T22:18:00.003+08:00

To all you silent readers, I'm back! (with the ten days of confession from Celeste's blog)

Gahhh I can't do the 30 days yet coz too much commitment HAHAHA.

So, I shall do the ten days of confession :)

Starting after this post though. Suo yi plz look forward to my (more) regular updating of this currently rather dead blog ^^

BLAHAHAHAHA

2010-10-02T08:23:00.003+08:00

HA.
I'm finally posting HAHAHA.

But it's going to be a short post since it's the midst of EOYs and I don't wna spend too much time here LOL.

Okay let's start.
Firstly, I must complain about the freaking cold aircon in the hall ._.
Yknow when I went to school on Thursday right, I was thinking "aiya aircon nia shiok leh plus even if cold I got jacket"

Then I went in.

WHAM.

Cold only? FUNNY.

It was like Antartica. (even though I've never been there before LOL)

Then I got sore throat at the start of bio paper, yknow those kind that comes and you know gg alrd?

LOL.
I got it!

Bio paper was meant for kick asses, including mine.
Oh plants, oh plants why are you so confusing?

Why can't they test more about human ._.

RAWRRRRR.

Okay go home, eat Strepsils, chuan bei pi pa gao, drank honey, and ate something else I can't remember. (LOL)

Then went to sleep fingers crossed that there will be no flu, no cough, nothing when I wake up the next day.

However, the outcomes of the finger crossing is nil.
Next day I woke up with flu and sore throat.

Went for chinese exam with an extremely foul mood.

Chinese exam was... harder than expected.
LOL.

But I never know how much I screw a chinese exam until I get back my results.
So, idk how much of it was screwed, just that there wasn't time. ._.
Luckily I finished it sia but then yknow the last part of it, the summary?
I finished within 10 minutes.
.____.
That one is confirm gg LOL.

Okay then I got fever ._.
But lucky thing it's like mild fever only then the strepsils and panadol and gui ling gao I ate ytd helped ^^

So now okay alrd hehe except still got a bit flu but I ain't complaining LOL.

Okay byebye :)
Off to study history!!!! :)

2010-09-20T20:53:00.002+08:00

I've got nothing more to say to you.
Everytime I let down my defences, you take it as though it's all natural.

If the price is this, honestly, I don't mind letting go at all.

Tell me, why did I hold on for so long, what did I want to achieve?
Just to see that after all, I can't match up anyway?

Just don't expect too much from me anymore. You're not worth it.

2010-09-20T20:28:00.002+08:00

When people start trusting, they start becoming less independent.
They forget about people's weaknesses, then they fall, badly.

2010-09-19T20:40:00.001+08:00

Just Stand Up :

Beyoncé:
The heart is stronger
Than you think
It's like it can go
Through anything
And even when you think
It can't it finds a way
To still push on
Though

Carrie Underwood:
Sometimes
You want to run away
Ain't got the patience
For the pain
And if you
Don't believe it
Look into
Your heart
The beat goes on

Rihanna:
I'm tellin' you that

Rihanna/Miley Cyrus:
Things get better
Through whatever

Rihanna:
If you fall
Dust it off
Don't let up

Sheryl Crow:
Don't you know
You can go
Be your own miracle

Beyoncé:
You need to know

Chorus (Sheryl Crow):
If the mind
Keeps thinking
You've had enough
But the heart
Keeps telling you
Don't give up

Sheryl Crow/Beyoncé:
Who are we to be
Questioning
Wondering what is what
Don't give up
Through it all
Just stand up

Fergie:
It's like
We all have better days
Problems getting all up
In your face

Leona Lewis:
Just because
You go through it

Fergie:
Don't mean it got
To take control, no

Leona Lewis:
You ain't gotta find
No hiding place

Keyshia Cole:
Because the heart
Can beat the hate

Leona Lewis:
Don't wanna
Let your mind
Keep playin' you

Keyshia Cole:
And sayin' you
Can't go on

Rihanna:
I'm tellin' you that

Miley Cyrus:
Things get better
Through whatever

Rihanna:
If you fall

Miley Cyrus:
Dust if off
Don't let up

LeAnn Rimes:
Don't you know you

Natasha Bedingfield:
Can go

LeAnn Rimes:
Be your own

Natasha Bedingfield:
Miracle

Carrie Underwood:
You need to know

(Chorus-All)

Mary J. Blige:
You don't gotta be
A prisoner
In your mind

Ciara:
If you fall
Dust it off

Mary J. Blige:
You can live your life

Rihanna/Carrie Underwood:
Yeah

Mary J. Blige:
Let your heart
Be your guide

Rihanna/Carrie:
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Mariah Carey:
And you will know
That you're good
If you trust in the good

Ashanti:
Everything
Will be alright, yeah
Light up the dark
If you follow your heart

Mary J. Blige:
And it will get better

Mariah Carey:
Through whatever

(Chorus All)

Fergie:
You got it in you
Find it within
You got in now
Find it within now
You got in you
Find it within
You got in now
Find it within now
You got in you
Find it within
Find it within you
Find it within

2010-09-16T19:45:00.002+08:00

Not all scars show. Not all wounds heal. Sometimes you can't always see. The pain someone feels. -Jennifer Shin

Only now then I realise that I was never okay.
Never really recovered.

I'm not fine, and I'm not gna say otherwise.
Don't ask.

2010-09-15T22:06:00.001+08:00

The past is always tinted with a hint of nostalgia, no?
So when we look back at how we're mugging now, we'll go, oh, the good old times ._.

You hear people saying good old times, but you don't hear people sayin' awesome bright future, dyou?

HAHAHA. Just saying :)

2010-09-15T17:48:00.002+08:00

Short short post haha my posts are getting shorter!
At least, I get to post maybe a while before guilt sets in LOL.

Anw what I really wanted to comment was that:
Lady Gaga's VMA Meat dress was (in my opinion) disgusting.
I ate a chocolate just now and then I almost wanted to vomit it out.
Imagine cold wet sticky slimy meat stuck on your skin, and you feel happy?
(No offense to Gaga fans LOL)

Okay la the symbolism behind wearing the dress was acceptable, BUT.
The dress is just... eww LOL.
Sorry my opinion la LOL.

Anw got back my Jap results ytd!
Wasn't extremely bad, but deproved anw from last year.
BUT.
This is year 4, welcome to awesomeness.
LOLL.
So I'm not that affected by it, as proven by Marcus ytd LOL.

Okay I'm going to mug physics alrd hehe bye!! :D

2010-09-13T23:43:00.002+08:00

I'm learning to be thankful, and I'm learning to take one step at a time.
I'm trying to convince myself that things are not so bad, and I can get through all these and emerge as a stronger person :)

Hopefully.

(Eh, this is improvement alrd okay! Considering my previous blogposts were all going down the hill cuz I'm emoing LOL.)

2010-09-13T19:00:00.001+08:00

The reason why we fall so hard is because we all hope too high, then watch helplessly as hope turn into dust.

):

2010-09-13T18:08:00.002+08:00

It isn't easy to be strong.
Isn't easy to pretend it doesn't matter, when it really does.
Isn't easy to hold back tears when you know they're coming.

Isn't easy, but we just gotta learn.

I've got to learn to be strong.
I've got to learn to depend on myself, because when the world collapses there's only me and myself to rely on.

I've got to learn to face trouble thrown at me at the speed of light, because if not, I won't survive.
I've got to laugh and shrug it off, because laughing is better than crying, right?

Right.

There's so much more to learn, so long a road ahead.
Can't afford a break, because then the world's gonna pass you by.

That's how this world functions.

Bored

2010-09-12T08:50:00.001+08:00

When is my detective conan episode 587 gna come out ):

Tmr's school, that's sooooo awesome sigh. ):

Blah

2010-09-11T20:13:00.004+08:00

It's always the people who appear to be the most cheerful that break apart the most easily, as though they are as brittle as glass.
Likewise, those that appear to break easily are the ones that will hang on to the end.

Things ain't always as what they seem to be, no?

今から、自分の心を守る。
これは危険がないでしょう？

Sigh I have a headache that's sad because I haven't had a headache for like, ages.

The thought of another headache is killing moiz ):
Next time don't sleep so much liao haha so much for pigging out!
In the end mug at subway tio headache cannot concentrate wth ._.

Btw, I can't do force on current carrying conductors and electromagnetic induction's open ended questions for nuts.

Physics test ah physics test, I mug so hard for you, can you plz make it easier not? D:

Baizxz I off to see if the next episode of DC come out alrd not sigh shouldn't have watched the previous episode now I 'm tempted to go read the manga LOL. But if I do, I think I will really get headache for the rest of the night SIGHZXZ.

School's reopening in 1 day, I'm so excited. ._.

(P.S. WHO SEARCHED XINSQUARED PIANO ON GOOGLE HMPH! O.O COME ON I'M CURIOUS NOW LOL PLZ TAG IF YOU'RE THE ONE TYVM ^^)

2010-09-10T22:22:00.003+08:00

DA JIA HAO!!!!! :D
WO XIAN ZAI HEN HIGH :D

Hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe.

Okay went out to T3 to mug with (supposedly) Vivi and Nat, but then Nat didn't come in the end so ended up me and vivi mug!!!
Haha quite productive the only sad thing is that I only studied physics LOL.

Okay I finish my physics revision first kkkk :D
Post next time! :D

SDFKJDFNDS

2010-09-09T20:31:00.003+08:00

Tiredddd ):

LOL went out to bugis library to mug early in the morning, reached home at night LOL.
Productivity was okay LOL but in the morning, it was nada.
Anw it was not bad la :)

Me got no more strength to post liaozxz haha.
Proper post some other time!

(P.S. I hate S.S. Huntington ._.)

2010-09-07T22:19:00.002+08:00

Feeling sad for no reason ):

Haha anw!
Went to subway in compass point to study with my sista after lunch.
Actually, it's tio chased out by my mom cos she said I'm too unproductive at home cos I keep using the computer.

LOL.

Then after that we went to parkway to send her to tuition. :)
Meanwhile, we went to eat chicken rice then returned to parkway to wait for her LOL.

Manzxzx I want a macbook :(
Actually, I want macbook because I like the microsoft office like programme and the photo editing software as well haha.
Guess I can do without it now ROFL (Not like I have a choice right HAHAHA)

Then after that settled at second floor the chairs there to finish bio worksheet.
At first I wanted to mug at Starbucks because the Starbucks in parkway is awesomely huge and comfy, but turned out I can't coz I told my mom that a drink costs 5 bucks, who in turn told my dad a drink costs 10 bucks.

That, obviously, earned a nonono don't you go wasting money like that from my dad HAHAHA.
So in my foul mood with no tables, I sat on the chairs in the middle of parkway, mugging my ass off.
LOL.

Sigh then after my sister's tuition ended we went home lol.
Which says a lot about where I am now hehe.

I think I'm like going to become hardcore soon. :)
Thank god, lemme go into mugwar mood plz! :D

Not gna spend time travelling to far places to mug, but this Thursday I'm going to mug at NLB with Qiu Rui, then going for my tuition at NLB haha. Anybody wna join us? :D

Anw. Tuition at NLB! Cool right :)

Okayzxz I'm off to read some bio notes get started on cells so maybe it'll get easier :D

Bye world!

2010-09-07T11:30:00.001+08:00

Mama mia, I have no motivation to mug today ):

I've a suspicion

2010-09-06T16:16:00.002+08:00

Me got cravings this holiday. :)
I was mugging physics just now haha.
Then after mugging finish the ppt for the year 4 work tested this coming physics test, I had a craving!

I went to the kitchen, blended milk tea.
BLENDED MILK TEA LEH HAHA (Y)
Then after that I ate kitkat.

Now I wna go Daiso and have pizza for dinner, both of which won't come true because:
1. It's going to rain.
2. My mom's cooking dinner.

Sigh. ):
It's 4.28pm now after sounding the next horn I shall go finish my physics booklet! :)

Talk about life, and september holidays.
Holidays.

Physics and its madness

2010-09-06T00:26:00.003+08:00

This is spaghetti and knife ^^
Analogy of how when the coil passes through the horizontal, the rate at which it cuts the magnetic lines of force is greatest.

Meaning, if the knife cuts straight, it's easier to cut then if you cut at an angle.

Okay actually the above sentence is just what Lester said when he was teaching me this stupid physics concept LOL.

But then I didn't understand so he taught me another way, BUT that's not the point.

I like the picture; THAT'S THE POINT.

^^

My drawing not bad sia HAHAHA.

2010-09-05T23:40:00.001+08:00

Are you worth the price that I'm paying now?
I guess not, not now.

If I ain't got you

2010-09-05T22:02:00.002+08:00

When we wish real hard for something, will it come true?
If it comes true, do we ask for more?

Life.
It's a big word.

Holiday day number 2, I wna have class outing soon ):
Sigh I have a feeling that I will miss my class like mad when this year's over.
SPONGEBOB and the epic physics lesson!

I don't wna have any regrets yknow.
I don't mind having eoys, but I don't want to leave this class.
I don't want to grow up/ go to SH.
):

I feel sad now sigh.
I can't make time stop, so I've gotta make the best out of it now, right?

Okay I shall go mug Physics now finish mugging then I can start on the Year 3 topics tested for this coming physics test! ^^

I have a sudden craving to listen to LJJ songs so I shall go listen on youtube while mugging :D
(My dad bought a blender!!!! :D)

Ssssssssssssunday

2010-09-05T08:23:00.003+08:00

Hello people! :D
Idk what to post yknow, life's getting boring because we're all mugging for our exams ._.

Basically, this period of time is to have no life, to be bored to tears, and to grow fat from eating while mugging.

Okay I shall go for tuition alrd haha sorry for this awesomely short post it beats nothing right!

:)

2010-09-03T21:27:00.001+08:00

JAP PRELIMS IS FINALLY, FINALLY OVERRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!
(Y)(Y)(Y)

Imma feeling liberated :D
Imma not in the mood to post.
Imma going to go bathe HAHAHA.

Byebye :D

Todayasdfghjkl

2010-09-02T20:46:00.002+08:00

Quotes Lester: "History is the art of self contradiction."
HAHAHA.

Quoting Lester and Yiren,
Lester: "History is just contradict one."
Yiren: "No, you contradict, I rebut."

ROFL.

Today is super funny sia.
Then I had stomachache just now about I think during chem.

Quote Eileen:
"Because keep seeing 倒胃的人, that's why stomachache!"
(Y)(Y)(Y)

Today's lesson is funny sia HAHAHAHA.

I think I'll really miss the class during the sch hols ):
ROFL.

Okay I think I should go and study now hehe thr's the last part of Jap tmrw! :D
Buaizxzxz.

XX.

Post before sch :)

2010-09-02T07:58:00.002+08:00

Hello world! :D
Quick post before I go to school haha.

There's history test later and sch and probably there's chem as well, but somehow, after studying for so, so long and hard for jap test, I don't really care about these two tests anymore.

I guess all the stress's building up and with every jap paper, it's collapsing.
Haha.

Sigh I don't wna go to school.
I wna slack at home.

Okay quick post done may post again later aft sch haha I'm so not looking forward to history test rofl.

2010-09-01T21:28:00.002+08:00

私、日本語が忘れちゃった前に、もっと日本語でブローグをするね。

じゃ、今日は私なんとなく感動した。
さっき、「花より団子」というドラマはもう一度見た。

このドラマは本当にすばらしいドラマだ。
魔法のよな恋、やっぱりドラマなどだけ見られるね。

私は、日本語が絶対に忘れないと願ったけれど、これはできないかな。
将来、私はこれを見るとき、何も分からないかもしれない。

そうなら、私は失敗したね。
じゃ、数学の宿題がまだしないので、今しようと思います。＾＾

Jap prelims plus today

2010-09-01T17:29:00.002+08:00

Blah blah black sheep, have you any wool?
:)

Haha I know that I'm not supposed to post till Friday, but then breaking this hiatus wouldn't affect anyone anyway, so why not?
Just a short post anyway haha. :D

Went out to mug just now with Qiu Rui+ Chik+ Lester+ Yong Sheng, funny ttm.
A lot of stupid things happened at the library cafe, which resulted in disgusting tissues, hysterical laughter, stained pants, etc.

HAHAHAHA LOL.

Okay there's Jap exam on Friday, but currently I'm not exactly very, very worried about it because it's compre and I can't exactly study, so.

Oh man Tuesday we took the compo part and the grammar part (the grammar part is the part that requires hardcore mugging; I thought that was on Friday and only started studying for it on Monday .___.) Then cos it's like 2 hours and 15 minutes right, then we have 2 compos to write, so I was super kanchiong.

Then I chiong all the way.

Then when I finished, I still have like, one hour plus left ._.
Okay, so I thought okay got one hour plus left, I can rewrite right!

Then I subsequently checked the grammar part and then braced myself up to rewrite the first picture compo, because it was written like shitzz and I really, really wanted to rewrite.

I asked the teacher for paper.

Teacher said no paper.

NO PAPER.

YOU KNOW I WAS LIKE OMG, DIE ALRD.

I could have rewritten, but because no paper, CANNOT REWRITE.

WLAO.

I feel super sad can. In the end I handed in a screwed piece of compo that confirm plus chop die.

And stoned away like, 1 hour.

$%$#@%^%#$@

LOL.

Okay then that's about all haha.
I go mug history liao then go study physics hahaha :D

Byebye people!
(Btw, MIAO KAIWEN WELCOME BACK TO SINGAPORE IF YOU SEE THIS ^^)

Intrigued

2010-08-28T19:34:00.002+08:00

You intrigue me the way no one else can.

2 days to oral. Holy chicken mama, I wna cry ):
There's shitloads of kanji I have to memorise that I think I'm gna give up and just focus on some more impt stuff.

Wish me luck ):
Btw, on hiatus until jap exam is over! (Which is effectively this coming friday)
Don't miss me too much kk ^^

Secretzxz

2010-08-26T17:55:00.003+08:00

Got a secret, can you keep it, swear this one you'll save.

Hello! :D
Hehe haven't posted ytd cos I've decided to be productive and turn off my computer so I can go revise math and then sleep early ^^

Which I did!（Okay, I meant the latter and not the former rofl)
Idk what to post alrd, school life is just stress and fun and stress and fun so i guess it's like that, and will be like that for a while more.

But actually, I don't really mind haha.

Hmm should I do the 30 days challenge on my blog? :)
Looks fun yknow!
But then it will extend till eoys, which is kind of ._______.

Should I should I?
Celeste finished it alrd!

LOL.

Okayzxzx off to my jap now btw go listen to Secret by The Pierces okay it's a nice song (:

Tuesdayzx

2010-08-24T20:35:00.004+08:00

I wna be able to work well under stress (:

Okay short short mega short post okay!

So I had my uh, last jap lesson before prelims next week.
I'm seriously worried for my jap.

Worried, not scared. Scared is when you are standing outside the classroom, waiting for your imminent turn at oral, all while wielding an awesomely yet pathetically diminutive command of Japanese vocab. All while praying with fingers crossed that you'll get a slightly more manageable passage and you'll be able to yield far more that what you truly know.

Okay please ignore the above paragraph it basically means I'm worried, so I'm becoming horrified. While it was gibberish, it proves my point that people become nervous and thus, their sense of coordination fails them the moment they need it the most, causing nerve racking experiences and and ever-lasting memory to boot, for the rest of their lives.

That fatefully amazing, heart wrenching day will be coming in 6 days. You can't hide, you can't dodge, you can't duck, it'll be here in a heartbeat.

Feels like a lamb being sent up for slaughter lol.

(Okay reverts back to my singlish english)
You know how long I haven't been posting in standard English alrd?!
Super long.

So those two paragraphs were necessary, to prove that my basic English hasn't failed me yet. Don't worry, I'm still me and I still have the perfect command of Singlish, even without a dictionary ^^ HAHAHA couldn't resist the temptation of posting in standard English for the sake of not seeing red wiggly lines, so bear with me a while, it doesn't act up often. Trust me :)

Anw!
I learnt something today, while surfing the net!
Guess what guess what ^^

When people sneeze, you say "bless you" right?
I found something cooler!
Rather than saying "bless you", you can say "Gesundheit", which (basically) means the same thing.
Pronounced as "guh-zoont-hahyt", it is used to wish good health, esp. to a person who has just sneezed.

It's english, btw ^^

Gonna go study chemistry since there's a test coming up tmrw (:
Bye!!

(Deleted 2 P.S.es because it seriously sounded by rubbish. If you wna see it, find the way yourself ^^)

(P.S. Awesome taggers on the tagboard. I said that I want to watch You're Beautiful after eoys, and they, being considerate, gave me a link ._. Thanks for your consideration, now shoo off, pretty please with a cherry on top.)

(P.P.S.
Dear awesome silent readers,
Have y'all reached a consensus privately to make my cbox look worthless, and thus the help of unknowns from around the world is required to make my cbox, with its wounded pride, feel more useful? Sigh. I'm talking way too much crap today ._.)

asdfghjkl

2010-08-23T17:50:00.003+08:00

I love our awesomely understanding teachers and lucky coincidences! :D

Hehe feel super happy now ^^
Went to Eileen's house just now (Y)

I want a bigger table HAHAHA.
But okay nvm la I can just use the dining table ROFL.

I feel happy even though I have 1000 plus vocab to memorise haha hehe hoho.

:D

BYE! :D (Sorry my posts getting shorter and shorter LOL nothing much to write but I'm happy! I like rainy weather cos got wind super shiok ^.^)

(Edit)
I'm so going to watch You're Beautiful again after eoys!
Oh man can't wait ^^
(/Edit)

2010-08-22T22:09:00.003+08:00

Lunwen+ Jap prelims+ Chem experimental setup+ Bio practical test+ Math CT

No one finds this a little stressing?
Well, I do.

Therefore, I want a break but I can't take a break.
(Not like I need it la actually rofl)

Okay bye bye sigh I'm going to my no life schedule, keeping my fingers crossed and hoping everything will be okay. :)

2010-08-22T18:14:00.001+08:00

I'm gonna make a miracle about jap happen ^^

2010-08-22T17:29:00.001+08:00

Hello world! :D

Doing jianbao now ._.
Seriously, I'm super sian doing jianbao every week sigh. ):

Okay byebye ^^

Life and lemons

2010-08-21T21:57:00.002+08:00

I've been immersing myself in Japanese stuff for the whole of today! :D

Okay la, I mean that includes watching 3 episodes of Black Butler, but yknow it's okay cos at least I've tried right!

LOL.

Sigh.
After reading mfriend's blog I feel sad. Like somehow, helpless cos I can't do anything to help.
SIGH.
Anyway, if you feel sad or helpless, and to you:

Don't feel sad! There's always a way out. If people make life hard for you, you just gotta live it harder and prove them wrong. Then you can look at them smugly and tell them, see, I can do it.
Then, proceed to give them the loser face.

You know what they say, when life throws you lemons, make lemonade (:

Nobody's useless in this world, and honestly, you're far from useless. Far, far away (like, you can circle the world a few times and you still wouldn't be able to cover the distance between useless and you)

Might be difficult, but nobody said it would be otherwise, right?
Don't be depressed! ):
When the going gets tough, the tough gets going.

Trust me, you're one tough person (:

Okay bye bye I'm going to go back to jap!! ^^

I (L) SOMETHING COOL

2010-08-20T19:04:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA GUESS WHY I DIDN'T POST YTD? ^^

The reason is very simple yknow! :D

I fell asleep before I even touched the computer.

HAHAHAHA.

(I think I fell asleep at 9 plus omg rofl)

Then I woke up at arnd 2am, and I cannot fall back asleep.

(Btw yknow I fell asleep right, it's while waiting for my sister to bathe finish so I can bathe + reading bio notes on the bed.)

SO,

early in the morning 2am, I went to bathe.

And after bathing, I went to MUG BIO.

(Okay la, not mug bio, recap the stupid menstrual cycle. LOL.)

Then at 3.30am, I went back to sleep.

Quite cool leh I'm not feeling sleepy yet but I'm not gna try this again because it's going to screw up my body clock LOL.

Okay so that is basically the reason why I didn't blog ytd.

I swear, I'm going to dedicate my time to study jap today, after I practice my piano.

So, wish me luck okay! :D

Bye bye peoplezxz :D

BLAH

2010-08-18T21:34:00.002+08:00

Things that are beyond my control are just, simply put, beyond my control.

Since it's beyond my control, and since it looks like I'm paying the price for this thing that just -kaboomz- appeared in my life, it would be so, so much better for me, if you could just stop laughing about it like it's no big deal.

I mean fine, it's prolly no big deal to you, but can't you just spare a thought for me? ):

It's not like I wanted this dumb thing to be in my life right.

-Sinks into depression-

Okay nvm I shall be less depressed I'm gna go read GMH or go to my tumblr to see nice photos.

It's not the end of the world.

(P.S. Google is an extremely scary tool. Not advised for usage for people who are depressed, scared, or in any case, feeling anything that is not a positive one.)

Nonsensical blabble

2010-08-17T21:42:00.003+08:00

(Lets out a long, long sigh)

SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Yknow why such a long sigh is needed?

Because, I see a bleak, bleak future for my jap prelims. ):

...

SIGH.

Totally owned by the paper yknow, I look at it like it's some alien language. I don't even have an idea what to fill on the blanks.

How pathetic.

Okay don't talk about Jap liaozxz.

Today nothing much happened!

Mousehunt wise (HAHAHA SORRY CAN'T RESIST IT ANTI MH-TERS BEAR WITH ME) I crafted ACRONYM HEHE.

I declare YS as my mousehunt best friend forever ^^

Okay.

Right.

So I need to get on with bio.

No life no life no life i wna sleep ):

Nvm, I mug for half an hour then I go sleep hehe ^^

Bye peoplezx jiayou for revising bio too!

(Sorry for this crap post HAHAHA)

Eye candy

2010-08-16T20:41:00.002+08:00

Me likes pretty little things, things that add colour to your life (:

Explains why I like stationaries, right?

Therefore, amidst all the stress from bio CT and Jap prelims, I need to find motivation hehe :D

And listen to nice songs and happy songs to cheer me up ^^

So, therefore, as a result,

You're gonna see pictures in this post, which is rare.

So, be honoured!! :D

Get ready for eye candy (:

Hope these photos cheer you up, I mean it's better than staring at human repro powerpoint and inheritance powerpoint right? (:

“People get stuck in moments. Hearts break and don’t fix easy. Love is nothing easy. It is not cheap. It is the greatest thing that happens on this planet, and so it comes priced as gold. One of my best friends used to sing the words “love is war”. There is the fight for holding on. And the fight for letting go. The hardest thing I have ever experienced is the learning which and when. But I still say it’s worth it, that love is real and possible. There are things worth fighting for, and love is at the top of the list.”

Some inspiration, some eye candy, so you can get back to your work and know that life's worth living, because there's these joys in life (:

(P.S. Oh man longest post in ages don't remind me it's just the photos HAHAHA I know I know ^^)

Blabbings and blahings :D

2010-08-16T14:59:00.004+08:00

Hello people hehe quick post from the computer lab!! :D

LOL sigh why is it that my computer cannot access facebook but both w_____'s and eileen's can? (The name for w_____ is kept private because s(he) says that (s)he might get into trouble so he refuses to let me put his name on it HAHAHA.

Eileen sucks TTM HAHAHAH^^
EILEEN THE LOSER LOSER LOSER WINNER!

SIGHS.

Okay bye BP is over bye bye byeee! :D

JAP PRELIMS O.O

2010-08-15T22:18:00.002+08:00

HOLY CHICKEN MAMA, HER CHICKS AND A FEW OTHER COWS.

PRELIMS O LEVEL IS 15 DAYS.
15 DAYS?
15 DAYS?
15 DAYS?
15 DAYS?
15 DAYS?!

You gotta be kidding me.
GG TTM.

Simple Sunday

2010-08-15T18:42:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE BEFORE ANYTHING (and everything) ELSE, I'VE GOT A QUESTION!

Anybody has the correction tape cover (NOT refill) of CT-CR5? (picture below)

Preferably the red one ^^
If you have like, extra at home can gimme one pleaseee HAHAHA.
Sigh you know I have a box of refills at home then I realised my mom threw away all the covers so now I'm left with the refills but no cover= cannot use hahaha.

How epic is that manzxz.

Okay back to topic! :D

Sunday is as usual, because there's nothing much different that I can do on Sunday you see.
Morning tuition, Lunch, Go compass point mug a while, go back home at 4.15, iron clothes, use computer, eat dinner.

Rofl my life is like a schedule ._.
Anw there's bio test this coming friday!
I need to mug btw I wna ask is birth control tested?

Hopefully it's not tested haha that's one less thing to study!! ^^
Haven't started mugging yet cos just now I smsed chik who said he was doing jianbao so I decided to do jianbao also because it sounded more urgent HAHAHA.

Come to think of it, I think now that jap compo is even more urgent, I absolutely don't wna touch it sigh.

Okay gtg eat dinner my mom bought this super big roasted meat from Giant yknow those kind that is super super nice smelling and you go omg i wna eat it when you smell it kind? :D

Hehe be jealous bye and if you got the correction tape cover sms me/ tag me PLEASEEEEEE TYTY :D

(P.S. Yknow I deleted the tags from the 'spammers' but then they come back if I delete the tags so I've decided that I'll just leave it alone sigh can't help it if they like my blog so much HAHAHAHAHAHA jkjk.)

YOGYOGYOG! :D

2010-08-14T21:05:00.004+08:00

I really, really am proud to be a Singaporean (:

Where else can you find a place, where Singlish is a common language, people love to be kiasu, and there's no natural disaster?

Nowhere else.

Manz while watching YOG opening ceremony, I just suddenly feel this pride. (':

Okay sniff sniff stuff aside okay!

There's nothing better than to be lost in a good book on a lazy Saturday afternoon! :D
Read a book though I havent done anything else much hehe.

Okay gtg mug my jap while I still feel the motivation to study heh yknow somehow watching the opening ceremony makes me feel like working hard! :D

JAP

2010-08-13T19:11:00.002+08:00

MUG JAP MUG JAP MUG JAP MUG JAP (Trying to convince myself about the necessity to study jap)

It's super super fast before prelims gonna hit!

-Groans-

I mean, seriously, I haven't started revising yet. ):

Therefore, I shall dedicate tonight to mugging jap!

ROFL sorry for the super short post I feel like dying alr stress stress stress (but I secretly like to be mildly stressed HAHAHA)

Regret

2010-08-12T21:20:00.004+08:00

Warning: This is gonna be an emo post.

I don't get it.

I don't want people to walk out of my life, I don't want people who were close to me become mere acquaintances.

I can't help it, because somehow, I've pushed the door wide open.

Somehow, they leave.

Sometimes, this hurts like crazy.

It's like, a minute before they were just there. A minute later, they aren't.

I can't expect people to stay in my life forever, but I wished they could stay.

Wished that I don't feel like I don't belong.

Wished that somehow, they remember me.

Sometimes, the truth is that the past is behind you, and you can't look back.

I still treasure them like how I used to, but what can I do?

I can't lock you up in a treasure box.

I can't show you my heart as proof.

I can't make you believe what you can't see.

It's faint, it's hidden, but it's there.

I don't think that you guys see it anymore.

Sometimes even I myself forget about it.

But the stabbing pain comes back when I see from an outsider's view.

When I look at who I used to be.

Really, it hurts.

Hurts so much that I can't take it, but I know I'll pull through.

Hurts so much that I feel like I'm ripped apart, but I know I'll be okay.

I know it's all different now.

Somehow, I don't belong there anymore.

All I feel is regret.

All I do is put on a mask and pretend I'm okay.

If I pretend long enough, if I hide this deep enough, I'll be okay.

Eventually.

no moodz

2010-08-12T20:19:00.003+08:00

Not in the mood to post ):

Heh actually there's nothing to post about today anwz haha ._.

OH WAIT THERE'S ONE THING.

I wna learn chinese chess and I wna ask Marcus to be my shifu cos he's super zai HAHAHA.

Okay bye I really dont feel like posting and I have a stupid shoulder ache ):

I like pretty things :)

2010-08-11T18:12:00.003+08:00

Before everything else,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MR. TAN TE JUIN (LESTER)! (:
(Have an awesome sixteen!)

Okay that aside...

Had our chem test today!
It wasn't that bad, but the point was that I was super, super pissed at myself after the test.
So pissed that I wanted to slap myself, but I can't do it in front of everybody, so I settled with punching the table instead.

I mean, one thing is that I wasn't confident with this test at all, and I lost two easy marks, so that explains why I was so angry at myself.
But the main point was because I can't seem to stop making stupid, retarded, assholic careless mistakes.

A couple of my brain cells died after I realised the stupid mistake. I mean, that's some kind of compensation seeing how they failed their purpose ._.

Hehe then I was super angry with myself for like, the first half of history lesson.
The second half of history lesson I still can feel the angry energy within me la, but at least I could control it.

Then I was just irritated at myself.

Sighhhhhhh. I highly suspect that there is this section of my brain that specialises in making careless mistakes so that there will always be something that makes me pissed at myself.

Okayzx I gna go study jap now I MUST STUDY JAP I MUST STUDY JAP -brainwashing in progress-

(Edit)
I can't wait for YOG. No kidding!
I'm finally feeling the YOG spirit you know! And well, I can't believe that I'm saying this, but I'm excited about YOG ^^
It's finally coming real soon (:
(/Edit)

Be tactful

2010-08-10T18:29:00.002+08:00

You can't always be tactless, say things without thinking, then expect people to forgive you because you don't mean it the way they take it.

Come on girl, please wake up.

It may not piss people off now because you don't look like you mean it the way they take it, but yknow, next time you meet someone less forgiving, more calculative, you're in deep shit.

I mean, what's your problem?
Sure, you look like you're a princess and someone who can say anything they like, but that's not the real world. That's just your world.

Money can't buy manners, yknow. No matter how much money you have, your manners can't be compromised.
At least, not to the stage that yours are.

You ain't the world, nobody's gotta take your bullshit and tactless remarks/ comments that you say for the fun of saying it.

Okay that's all for ranting about a dumbass who doesn't know how to be tactful.

Anywayzxz!
Studied chemistry for almost the whole of today haha. :)
Sucks though I mean, who studies chemistry for a whole day?!
Apparently, me ._.
See how unproductive I am?
(I swear I will attempt to do one more bao zhang du hou gan later heh)

Shall transfer songs over to my phone now ^^
Hehe I got a new phone! -beams-
Samsung Omnia 2.
Lags a little but it's not that bad so heh I don't mind.

Okay I quickly go transfer liaozx if not later my laptop batt die I don't wna take out charger heh troublesome you know! :D

Byez :D

Feel the joyyy!

2010-08-10T09:51:00.003+08:00

Nothing's gonna break me down (!) ^^

Feeling oddly optimistic now despite the huge stack of homework and unrevised topics and jap prelims coming soon.

Yknow, I like this feeling. (:

Though I think it's the weather.

Okay now I'm going to revise my chem heh one step at a time okay! :D

(My posts are getting shorter and shorter by the day, but wtv heh.)

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

(edit)

OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE IT YOU KNOW I WAS LOOKING THROUGH MY DHSMAIL.

The first entry of this year (THIS YEAR!!!) for my inbox is on PAGE 49, AND IT'S THE 980th EMAIL, MEANING I RECEIVED NEARLY A THOUSAND EMAILS THIS YEAR ALRD. O:

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-refuses to look at hotmail-

(/edit)

National Day

2010-08-09T00:11:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY, PEOPLE!!

And to my dearest, mostest awesome Singapore, YOU'RE 45 YEARS OLD!!! ^^

Sheng ri kuai le sheng ri kuai le (:

You know I look forward to National Day the most in a year! :D

Because there's awesome nice ND songs you know (: (even though I think I like the old ones the best)

Not to mention the super long holidays we have because of it heh ^^

Shall save the crabby and sentimental love note for Singapore till when I have the mood haha :D

I'm like fiddling with my phone now heh you know right, I'm transferring all my contacts over! :D

(From computer la hehz)

Okay bye bye people enjoy your last two days of holidays (:

New phone! :D

2010-08-08T21:59:00.002+08:00

You know, I used to be Nokia's die hard fan.

But then I realised that there is something that Nokia is lacking in- awesome screen colours and pixels.

So I decided, I will divorce Nokia even though you are rather awesome and you don't really lag.

Instead, I married Samsung today.

Omnia II! :D

Oh wells, I wanted an 8 megapixel camera, but I ain't complaining rofl.

Uhmz, I was forewarned that it might be a lil lag yknow, but then nothing is perfect haha.

Anwz, my handphone number changed alrd!!

Maybe will post more later, after I bathe haha (:

Babblings and rantings

2010-08-07T18:41:00.004+08:00

Did I mention something about productivity yesterday?

I think that thing likes to play hide and seek very much.

.__________.

Basically slacked through my day today, so to the people calling me mugger, Hi guys, the mugger is temporarily AWOL.

Sigh. There's like, zero motivation to do anything you know! I just slept+ read storybook+ read a bit of jap+ mouse hunted today.

Gimme inspiration please ):

Okay okay I shall go try my hand at Jap and see how long I can last there.

At least finish the compo right!

... can't.

Chem test next week on bonding and speed of reaction rofl again.

Frequency of chem test becoming like that of the chinese test, eh?

#^$#$#$@#$#&^% doesn't help to have a dumbass math question so freaking difficult and not knowing where the e is supposed to come from LOL.

Anw, this is a late notice but if you need to reach me, call my house phone.

I'm changing my handphone number soon (most prolly tmrw) so if you need to find me, call me at my house phone at 631****1 (:

Okay bye bye pplz I am going to finish my compo!!! -puts up an invisible white tag over my forehead (the type that you see in Korean dramas) with the bi4 sheng4 written on it-

Maybe

2010-08-06T22:02:00.004+08:00

Girl: You know the next time round you see me?
Boy: Yeah?
Girl: -pauses and looks deep in thought-
Boy: ...
Girl: I'll look a little different.
Boy: -looks puzzled and scratches his head- Why?
Girl: Because, the cheek cells you see today will be different as compared to the cheek cells you see the next time you see me, so, I will look different! -Looks triumphantly at the boy-
Boy: ._________________________. I feel cold.

This, is the extent of my boredom.
HAHAHAHA SORRY COULDN'T RESIST IT.

It's lame, it's like, original creation from the subconscious mind of someone who's bored ttm.

Okay I'll go be lame somewhere else pls don't catch a cold from reading this rofl.
If you need, I have Panadol for colds (:

NDP Celebrations

2010-08-06T17:52:00.002+08:00

I FEEL SUPER ACCOMPLISHED MUAHAHAHA.

Okay, NDP celebrations today! ^^

It was quite awesome except that the spamming of songs was a bit .__________.

And the part whereby the person taught us how to dance and asked us to stand up (because being a short person does not allow you to even see the stage from the back) so I just uh, gave up and went to the toilet.

By the time I came back the dancing part was already over rofl.

Then went back home at like, what, 11am! OMG I FREAKING SWEAR, GOING HOME THIS EARLY FEELS AWESOME.

Why?

Because of the fact that after going to the polyclinic and waiting for your turn, then waiting to get the appointment to some other hospitals, then going for lunch at KFC and eating after queuing the super long queue, lazing around after reaching home, reading part of the storybook, then finally starting to get serious and down to work, IT'S ONLY 2PM PLUS.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You have no idea how awesome that feels. Normally, at 2pm, I am still stuck in school, probably struggling to keep awake, or having lunch.

Then the accomplished part comes after that.

I FINISHED MY MEIRIYIJU FOR JULY, ONE JIANBAO AND MY PORTFOLIO.

At like uh 5.45pm.

Okay la I mean it's quite average to take like 3 hours to finish it but hello, this is continuous and with the feeling of dread and on my road to completing all my unfinished and overdue homework you know!

This is pure ecstasy. I swear, it will definitely feel much better than the drug ecstasy, even though I've never ever taken one before.

Feeling super proud of myself now wakakaka ^^

Then I've made a list of all the homework I have (overdue+ not overdue) and actually, I think it really works :)

No wonder they say, if you fail to plan, you plan to fail.

OKAY I SHALL GO SLACK A WHILE THEN DO MATH AND BIO AT NIGHT.

Enjoy your NDP holidays, people! :D

Crumbling dreams and broken reality

2010-08-04T20:57:00.003+08:00

The worse type of headache is the kind that seems to have a pulse of its own.

Which is, I ensure you, the type that you'd rather shun far far away from you.

After enjoying life without headache for almost a month, hallelujah, it's back ._.

There's too many things to do, and too little time.

Blame it on procrastination ._.

Anw, life now basically sucks. (Even though there's a 5 day break but I think no teacher will let us off and let us be patriotic to the country by enjoying the celebration for our nation's birthday)

There's so many things to do, and so, so little time. (Doesn't explain why I'm here now rofl)

LOL I think I'm just spouting rubbish okay cos of the awesome killer headache I went to sleep for a while just now and now I'm chionging Math. I pray hard there's no more headache tmrw. -keeps finger crossed-

Okay, then when I was going home with Celeste we were discussing about egoism. (Omg I accidentally typed celester rofl)

Then we were talking about humongous egos that certain people possess haha. (Make your wildest, sanest guess)

Anw, this is what I got when I googled ego haha :)

The word “ego” has the potential to destroy anyone’s happiness. Be it your love life partner or business partner, dealing with anyone’s ego is an art. If you don’t know how to deal with ego, you may end up losing many things. On the other hand, those who know the art of dealing with ego can emerge as winners at the end. So, read on to know about some ways to deal with ego.

Ego is the thing that doesn’t let us compromise with others and vice versa. When you see someone having too much ego, first of all avoid getting angry. Maintain you calmness to deal with egoistic people who come across you in daily routine. This is the first step for dealing with people having negative ego.

Secondly, it is essential to remember that egoistic people cannot be dismissed lightly, you need to apply tact to make them agree with you. According to Christian beliefs, there is God in each one of us, so when it comes to deal with an egoistic person, remember that he or she too is a holy spirit. When you will regard the other person as a holy spirit, dealing with his or her ego will be much easier.

http://psyblogger.com/nature/dealing-with-ego/

You know what they say, easier said than done.

You know that when I see someone who is truly very ego, I feel like boxing the person and just ignoring the person completely. ._.

But luckily, true hardcore ego is hard to come by haha.

A lil' bit of ego, that I can deal with.

Just don't inflate your ego too much okay!

Okay go finish math liaozx bye people :D

MY BOOK ._.

2010-08-03T21:18:00.002+08:00

Wah I tell you chicken neh neh it's so stupid okay.
I was reading this book that I borrowed from the library then Eileen told me that it's a series book cos got (title)1 so that means there will be 2, too, right?

Right.

So, expectedly, the book ended at a very, very extremely, exciting part ._.
Then since I expected it alrd right, I decided that I'll go NLB website to look for the next part.

THEN DEAR CHICKEN MAMA AND HER CHICKS, THERE IS NO TRACE OF THE SECOND PART OF THE BOOK.

Best la.
Now I reduced to reading it online blah blah blah so I'm just posting here for fun haha going back to reading now ^^

Byezx :D

When you wish, you know you can.

2010-08-02T19:42:00.002+08:00

I guess it's the thing about never daring to wish that you'll never get what you want.

I mean, how often does what you want come by, even without you wishing for it?

Once in a blue moon.

Okayzxz today my buddy went to Sentosa haha so she's not back yet :)

And today's symposium was good except for the last teeny weeny part.

HAHAHA.

Anw I wna post more but yknow there's really nothing much to post leh cos life is getting more and more mundane. ._. Then there's LA test tmrw haha which sucks btw. You see, we do lots of practices BUT we never get 'em back so we never know if we're right or not.

And I might post later but now I must go watch ai4 left 10 minutes only!!

HAHAHAHA. Guo Congmin tio owned by Amy (Y) Slapped like what, gazillion times HAHAHA.

Yknow

2010-07-31T18:21:00.002+08:00

The world is a funny place.
Sometimes, the world is a hopeful place, sometimes, the world is downright horrid.
The world is defined, by us, as the people who live in it, not anything else.
Not the trees, the flowers, the shrubs, the animals, the non-living things.

Funny how this is the case, isn't it?

Anyway, I'm off to attend my "brother's" wedding haha :)

Byeeee people ^^

Last day of the week! (:

2010-07-30T22:37:00.002+08:00

Today's Friday, it's weekends tmrw and there's no tests that we have to study for next week!

On the other hand, there's damn lot of homework (overdue ._.)

Sigh, what happened to the Chen Xin Xin on time for homework?

Best guess would be eaten up by aliens ._.

Anw, today quite fun :) (Despite the fact that _________ sorry MJ and QR! D:)

Then there's this super cool book in the library where you get to see photos from like what, 20 years ago!

OH MAN I TELL YOU, WE SAW A LOT OF TEACHERS INSIDE.

Like for example, Miss Yee Mr Ling Mr Tan TG Mrs Tan ^^

Damn awesome book I tell you :)

Then there's this super funny thing that happened during dinner with MJ and QR+ china buddies :)

Mj asking a joke about what mei-ke what ke here ke there one la.

Then there's this thing that they are supposed to say fa-ke.

Then MJ's buddy she say out right, but since never say out the word itself we tell her nothing nothing dont think about it (please la people innocent one you know)

Then she took us by surprise by exclaiming the F word out loud.

Super funny cos she said that she heard her friend say that word before, when they were quarreling.

Wah damn funny cos it was like, she was exclaiming the F word with a super innocent look on her face yknow HAHAHAHA.

Okay I go sound my horn alrd see you guys next time :)

BUDDY'S HERE!

2010-07-28T18:15:00.001+08:00

Holy chicken mama and her backside, my buddy's here alrd and she's in my sister's room (technically).

But the best thing's that, I HAVE FREAKING PHYSICS TEST TMRW AND I AM SO GOING TO DIE.

Seriously, I don't get what's the point of giving us so many topics to mug for a stupid test.

Therefore, I'm going to crash course now= I have to stop blogging= TOTALLY GG-FIED.

Okay I shall stop crapping I really gg alrd HAHAHA bye people crash course crash course!

You.

2010-07-26T21:10:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, knowing things may not be necessarily better than not knowing things.

Sigh, I'm like losing my motivation to blog nowadays.

WHAT'S WITH ALL THE SPAMMERS PLEASE SHOO.

Sian la ._.

Anw, I'm not supposed to be here now.

It's uh, 9.24pm and it's kinda late because I'm supposed to be bathing (long long time ago) ._.

Sigh.

I'm supposed to have a big heart.

I have a big heart.

It's night time. Usually it's emo time, but today's different.

It's chionging time!

Aiyah you can see that nothing good will come out of this post since there's nothing I can actually talk about here.

Therefore, to avoid wasting your time (and mine), see you guys next time!

100th post!

2010-07-25T21:14:00.002+08:00

Helloz everybody!
Amidst all the short and long posts, I've finally reached the 100th post!
:D

Okay so what if it's the 100th post right.
I get to make a wish!
My wish is...
Dear school, please stop spamming us with homework and tests ):
Dear dearest school, please don't give us things like portfolio to do anymore.

Okay.
It's 9.16pm now :)
It's still early! (It's like, one hour and 15 minutes from the time i have to go sleep)
HAHAHA ROFLMAO.

Wait, I still have portfolio and copy out my jap compo and iron clothes.
I shall go and iron clothes first.

Bye people (happy chionging your stuff)! :D

2010-07-24T22:37:00.001+08:00

本当この人と話したい。

どうすればいいの？

CHIONG AH

2010-07-24T22:03:00.002+08:00

Occasionally, doubt may fill you with despair, but wait for hope to come.

Hope'll never abandon you.

There's so much homework this weekend and I'm chionging my jap like some mad woman and I think I wna cry alr ):

Anw, today's history talk was okay. Aft that we went to mug in Macs!

LOL actually it's super funny one but then now my sister playing emo music wlao now no mood to post liao EILEEN I WAIT FOR YOU TO POST KK :D

There's this very funny incident about Sim and his proclamation.

Sigh I go finish my jap compo first there's three more jap compo corrections waiting for me some more I wna go bang my head on the wall liao haha.

Bye people happy chionging your homework as well! :D

Blah

2010-07-24T08:53:00.003+08:00

I don't feel like going to school, but I don't feel like staying at home either.

Why is there history talk today! ):

Me don't like, tyvm.

And I don't feel like going to school, like seriously.

It's quite dumb and stupid but at least there will be people cursing it with me in school rofl.

BUT I SERIOUSLY DON'T WNA GO TO SCHOOL.

How how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how.

Hello world!

2010-07-23T19:15:00.001+08:00

There's a long, long list of homework for the weekend!

(I feel so sad now when I think about something!! ._.)

Suddenly, I don't feel liberated anymore.

You wouldn't if you saw my list of homework, either.

Sigh.

Anw, the Orchid Garden field trip was fun! :)

It's a nice place with nice flowers there and I think it's quite interesting and the guy there is also super funny (Y)

Enjoy it, 4H ^^

(The only sad part is the assignment that came with it that is due in a week ._.)

Okay I think I'll start on the assignment now! :)

See you all :D

Inception

2010-07-22T18:09:00.002+08:00

Mal:
I'll tell you a riddle. You're waiting for a train, a train that will take you far away. You know where you hope this train will take you, but you don't know for sure. But it doesn't matter. How can it not matter to you where the train will take you?
Cobb:
Because you'll be together.

Watched Inception aft school today with Jia Han, Qiu Rui and Crystal! :)
Hahaha it's a super awesome movie that I wanted to watch even before it came out and seriously, it's worth your time watching it.
For those looking for even a teeny whiny bit of romance, nah this show's so not for you.

But for those who like action packed movies/ thought provoking movies, this is the right show for you.
The director is awesome, and the actors are (Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y).

Makes you think after the show, yknow.

An inception is an idea that’s like a virus, it’s highly contagious. The small seed of an idea can grow to define or destroy you.

Exhausted

2010-07-21T21:49:00.002+08:00

Why do I always feel sad at night nowadays ._.

No motivation to do jianbao! ):

wei shen me wo zhe me qi guai?

Sia la I don't believe myself this is stupid and weird and idk, I think I'm tired.

PHYSICS

2010-07-21T20:58:00.000+08:00

CRO SUCKS.

TODAY'S WEDNESDAY!

2010-07-21T17:30:00.004+08:00

Today is Wonderful Wednesday! ^^ (according to Shell anwz HAHAHA)

The current weather is awesome because it looks like it's going to rain but it hasn't rained yet and I'M BACK HOME EARLY MWAHAHAHAHA.

There's a lot of things to be done, but I have today+ tmrw+ the day aft tmrw to finish everything, which makes me happy because that is quite a lot of time! :D

Although there's a temptation of watching a new drama, BUT NO.

I will hold back my temptation and NOT WATCH ANY NEW DRAMAS.

I promise to try hard.

AND I WANNA WATCH INCEPTION INCEPTION INCEPTION 8D

WHO WNA WATCH INCEPTION!! :D

Oh man we can watch it either tmrw aft school, or friday aft school!

AND TMRW STARTS AT 9 whooo I'm so happy now :)

Feels like an extended weekend kinda thing yknow now all the tests for this week is over wheee~

I feel happy now ^^

TODAY'S WEDNESDAY!

2010-07-21T17:30:00.003+08:00

Today is Wonderful Wednesday! ^^ (according to Shell anwz HAHAHA)

The current weather is awesome because it looks like it's going to rain but it hasn't rained yet and I'M BACK HOME EARLY MWAHAHAHAHA.

There's a lot of things to be done, but I have today+ tmrw+ the day aft tmrw to finish everything, which makes me happy because that is quite a lot of time! :D

Although there's a temptation of watching a new drama, BUT NO.

I will hold back my temptation and NOT WATCH ANY NEW DRAMAS.

I promise to try hard.

AND I WANNA WATCH INCEPTION INCEPTION INCEPTION 8D

WHO WNA WATCH INCEPTION!! :D

Oh man we can watch it either tmrw aft school, or friday aft school!

AND TMRW STARTS AT 9 whooo I'm so happy now :)

Feels like an extended weekend kinda thing yknow now all the tests for this week is over wheee~

I feel happy now ^^

TODAY'S WEDNESDAY!

2010-07-21T17:30:00.002+08:00

Today is Wonderful Wednesday! ^^ (according to Shell anwz HAHAHA)

The current weather is awesome because it looks like it's going to rain but it hasn't rained yet and I'M BACK HOME EARLY MWAHAHAHAHA.

There's a lot of things to be done, but I have today+ tmrw+ the day aft tmrw to finish everything, which makes me happy because that is quite a lot of time! :D

Although there's a temptation of watching a new drama, BUT NO.

I will hold back my temptation and NOT WATCH ANY NEW DRAMAS.

I promise to try hard.

AND I WANNA WATCH INCEPTION INCEPTION INCEPTION 8D

WHO WNA WATCH INCEPTION!! :D

Oh man we can watch it either tmrw aft school, or friday aft school!

AND TMRW STARTS AT 9 whooo I'm so happy now :)

Feels like an extended weekend kinda thing yknow now all the tests for this week is over wheee~

I feel happy now ^^

Today

2010-07-20T20:48:00.002+08:00

Self restraint is hard, especially when the enemy is your heart.

It's like fighting a losing battle.

I don't know where to start, who to go to, what to do now.

I don't know how to start clearing up this mess, and make everything okay again.

I don't know why I got to where I am now.

I don't know how to turn things back to how it used to be, how I want it to be.

I can't turn back time, and I certainly can't turn back to how it was.

Folding stars don't exactly help, they are actually kinda fail at the moment.

Can't carry on this way, this gotta stop somehow.

Don't you get the irony of it all?

(No, since I don't see how you can make head and tail out of this post, unless you're me.)

You've got me acting like a fool

2010-07-18T22:12:00.002+08:00

For reasons more than one, and insanely common sense,

I do not enjoy acting like a retard because I can't help it.

But bottom line is, I can't help it.

Self-restrain, constrain, wtv.

This gonna stop. I will not tarnish my awesome (yeah right, who am I kidding ._.) reputation.

I'm gonna fold stars every time I can't help it.

Serious.

短く話したいこと

2010-07-14T21:54:00.004+08:00

今日、私は日本語でブローグをします。

あのう、私は東方神起のこの“どうして君を好きになってんしまっただろう？”の歌が大好きだ。
たぶんこの歌詞中、本当にあったんことがあるね。東方神起はとても特別だと思っている。歌は歌手の心から、感動した。私にとって、これは一番大切だ。

明日数学のテストがあるので、今寝ています。じゃ、ね！

TVXQ/ Why did I fall in love with you

2010-07-14T21:50:00.002+08:00

どうして…君を好きになってしまったんだろう?
どんなに時が流れても君はずっと
ここにいると　思ってたのに

でも君が選んだのは違う道

どうして…君に何も伝えられなかったんだろう?
毎日毎晩募ってく想い
溢れ出す言葉　解ってたのに(もう届かない)

初めて出会ったその日から　君を知っていた気がしたんだ
あまりに自然に溶け込んでしまったふたり
何処へ行くのにも一緒で　君がいることが当然で
僕らはふたりで大人になってきた

でも君が選んだのは違う道

どうして…君を好きになってしまったんだろう?
どんなに時が流れても君はずっと
ここにいると　思ってたのに(もう叶わない)

特別な意味を持つ今日を　幸せがあふれ出す今日を
綺麗な姿で神様に誓ってる君を
僕じゃない人の隣で　祝福されてる姿を
僕はどうやって見送ればいいのだろう?

もうどうして…君を好きになってしまったんだろう?
あの頃の僕らの事を(もう戻れない)
考えた…(もう戻らない)考えた…
どうして…君の手を掴み奪えなかったんだろう?
どんなに時が流れても君はずっと
僕の横にいるはずだった(もう叶わない)

それでも…君が僕のそば　離れていっても
永遠に君が幸せであること　ただ願ってる
(例えそれがどんなに寂しくても)
辛くても…

周杰伦：退后

2010-07-13T22:17:00.001+08:00

天空灰得像哭过
离开你以后并没有更自由
酸酸的空气嗅出我们的距离
一幕锥心的结局像呼吸般无法停息
抽屉泛黄的日记榨干了回忆
那笑容是夏季
你我的过去被顺时针地忘记
缺氧过后的爱情粗心的眼泪是多余

我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给了承诺
却被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里待续

天空灰得像哭过
离开你以后并没有更自由
酸酸的空气嗅出我们的距离
一幕锥心的结局像呼吸般无法停息
抽屉泛黄的日记榨干了回忆
那笑容是夏季
你我的过去被顺时针地忘记
缺氧过后的爱情粗心的眼泪是多余

我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给了承诺
却被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里待续
我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给了承诺
却被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里待续

Keep holding on

2010-07-13T21:01:00.003+08:00

Y'know we'll make it through :)

Thr was Jap today!
Despite not wanting to go third lang and grumbling and mumbling and shuffling my feet all the way to moelc, in the end I think it's okay haha. After last week, I've learnt to treasure my current teacher more HAHAHA.

Then there's an awesome part of it that I realised how freaking weak my vocab is, haha please give me an applause. I'm seriously becoming slacker ): -tries to slap myself back to reality-

And then today, I just realised how epic phail I am HAHA.
Okay fine it's just today I swear my english NOT THAT FAIL ONE OKAY.
Oh man must get rid of my bad habits I said enough horrible english today to make Natalie laugh like a retard. -looks solemn- Must be because I haven't been getting my Time mag that's why I can't improve HAHAHA WHO AM I KIDDING.

Anw, I've decided that I hafta become more focused if not I will prolly fail my tests or smth rawr ):

And there's this RC man who came to give us a flag for NDP!!!!! -Beams-
To hang outside our flag those kind heh reminds me of those old times.

Oh man I'm missing times when I had my own table so I pulled out my old table from the storage room and am currently using it yay ^^

Okay bye I have to go study bio now! (: