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Friday, August 7, 2009, 6:40 PM

Hello :D
Permanantly moved to feelingofjoy.tumblr.com :D
Please go there okay! :D

And tag here haha. If anyone comes here LMAO.




Monday, August 3, 2009, 5:26 PM

Exasperated.
Today was kind of a mixed feelings day
Yknow, when you have Chem test the next day, I strongly encourage you to SLEEP MORE D:
That's all.
It's kind of easy if you have enough energy to concentrate. But I least expected my brain to shut down on me during the test.
:/
Oh well. I don't want the test back.

Then I got back Chinese!
I was supposed to be happy but I was like not feeling anything because I was so damned tired.
And still am now.
But I need to study Jap, so off I go.

GOAL: SLEEP AT 11PM TONIGHT.




Saturday, August 1, 2009, 1:55 PM

Hello world look here -> http://www.feelingofjoy.tumblr.com
I've created a new tumblr! (just)
Anw I'm trying to find a way to be able to put in tagboard or the link at least, so before I get that done I should still be posting here haha.
Okay bye bye I've wasted quite a lot of time haha.




Wednesday, July 29, 2009, 10:42 PM

Hi world, I'm just on the verge of vomiting blood.
And no, it's not a good thing.




8:19 PM

Bye internet.
So I can concentrate.
Awww.




Monday, July 27, 2009, 10:34 PM

Hi, world.
I really really really am very tired now (yawn).
Because physics sucks life out of any human being alive (maybe only exceptions are scientists and yankai plus a few more physics lovers) but that's about it okay.
And I know I haven't been updating much and I wanna change my blogskin but seriously, with tests coming after tests, I can't afford to.
Grawghhhh.

Okay bye world I want to go watch TV alr or something maybe I'll just pack my bag and head off for the inviting bed.


Life isn't a bed of roses. No wait, it is. It's the thorns of the roses. (:




Monday, July 20, 2009, 6:13 PM

I hate headaches.
Because, getting it every single day seriously sucks.




Sunday, July 19, 2009, 5:33 PM
お帰り

絶対彼氏 is very very very sad D:
Y'know i watched the whole thing ytd then there was this special then i was like thinking maybe, just maybe, there will be happy ending ):
So i went to watch! And then the ending is like very sad again la sian.
Even sadder than the original thing because in the end the robot was destroyed not malfunctioned anymore.
Even sadder is he actually asked for it himself so he won't cause anymore trouble sad sad ):
Shall get over it by doing jap compo haha okay.

Bye :D




Wednesday, July 15, 2009, 8:34 PM

I really hope you would stop wallowing in the past alright.
Just move on... you'll be much better that way.
(Not like you'll see this post, but if if if you do, and if you think i'm refering to you, yeah I am.)

Think I should mind my own business.




6:37 PM

HARRY POTTER IS COMING OUT TMRW!
HARRY POTTER IS COMING OUT TMRW!
HARRY POTTER IS COMING OUT TMRW!
HARRY POTTER IS COMING OUT TMRW!
HARRY POTTER IS COMING OUT TMRW!
HARRY POTTER IS COMING OUT TMRW!
HARRY POTTER IS COMING OUT TMRW!
HARRY POTTER IS COMING OUT TMRW!
HARRY POTTER IS COMING OUT TMRW!
HARRY POTTER IS COMING OUT TMRW!
HARRY POTTER IS COMING OUT TMRW!
HARRY POTTER IS COMING OUT TMRW!


I seriously can't wait haha :D
But still have to wait for a while more leh before i can watch because, I can't watch on Thursday! D:
Okay I'm sad D:
I seriously (L) harry potter because it makes me happy :D
Why can't there be a Hogwarts it's so much less stress than Singapore okay.
No frequent tests.
Presence of Hermione Harry Ron AND AND AND THE TWINS OKAY.
HAHAH.

Sian I'm back to Earth now got to go mug Macbeth ahhh.
Why can't macbeth be a bit harry potterish.
LMAO.

Okay, Bye.
Before that.
HARRY POTTER ROCKS YOUR SOCKS AND IT'S COMING OUT TMRW YAY :D

(I know i'm childish but just this once okay I love harry potter yay :D )




Sunday, July 12, 2009, 10:59 PM

Okay.
Chilled a bit (much more actually).

Anw.
WHY IS SKIP BEAT NOT OUT YET! D: (x infinity)
i cannot wait alr la .___.
Skip beat please come out soon pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee D:

Next.
I absolutely dont have the heart to continue watching Absolute Boyfriend. ._.
Even though it's very interesting and quite nice.
BUT.
The thought of Night dying (even though he is a robot) is very very sad ):
That's why I don't like to have dogs either!
Anw.
I like Hiro Mizushima and Mokomichi Hayami :D
Riiko is very funny also heh :D

And I like Oguri Shun and Matsumoto Jun from BOF! :D
But in the first place I watched BOF because of Oguri Shun la haha :D
And I like Oguri Shun because he acted in Detective Conan live action heh :D:D:D

Okay.
This is a fan girl post.
I should've warned you but sorry lo 8D

At least they are quite nice okay! :D
And Jap woohoo.
OMG WAIT JAP PARTICLES ._.
byebye world back to mugging jap.

What irony ._.




10:20 PM

Fine, it's all my fucking fault okay.
I don't even know how it happened and I trying to find out and there you are putting all the fucking blame on me.
I was as shocked as you were okay and now you are thinking it's some kind of plot that oh the great mighty me hatched up. Wow.
Thanks ah.

It might have been my fault, but when I tried to explain to you you took it as some fucking excuse.
Okay.
If you think is me, then why bother asking me?
And then you scold me when I asked you why you bother asking me.
When I said something, you said that I'm lying and I'm refusing to take the blame.
But can you please freaking use your brains and actually hear what I said, I said I put it in my bag and it could have been spoilt there and you don't listen.
Bu shuang, come take it all on me la.
No big deal right!

Great.
Most most reasonable.

I said it's my fault and you don't freaking listen and it becomes my fault.
Alright, I'm at fault, okay!

And I know I am at fault, and I know I probably shouldn't have flared up, but I can't help it.
Sorry for using the f-words because I'm seriously pissed off.

I.need.to.chill.
CHILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.




Thursday, July 9, 2009, 6:37 PM
I'm 15 (or 14) but I act 16 HAHA :D

[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee
[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar
[ ] You own a credit card
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car
[x] You've done your own laundry
[ ] You can vote in an election
[x] You can cook for yourself
[ ] You think politics are interesting

TOTAL SO FAR: 4


[ ] You show up for school late a lot
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket
[x] You've never gotten a detention
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday
[ ]You like to take walks by yourself
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week

TOTAL SO FAR: 8


[x] You know how to do the dishes
[x] You can count to 10 in another language
[ ] When you say you're going to do something you do it
[ ] You can mow the lawn
[x] You study even when you don't have to
[x] You have hand washed a car before

TOTAL SO FAR: 12


[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said
[ ] You can type pretty quick

TOTAL SO FAR: 14


[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party
[ ]You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay
[x] You have been to the beach
[x]You use the internet every day
[ ]You make your bed in the morning

Sadly it doesn't enable me to watch NC16 movies yet HAHA.




3:51 PM

Hi, world :D

Okay. Firstly,
Congrats to my IDMI group! (I heard you guys did great ^^) Hahaha and I would expect an of course! either from Dajin or Lester BUT that's not the point LOL. Okay good job! (Luorong Chik Lester Yankai Dajin) And sorry I'm not able to go (because I'm at home and mama don't allow, and one other reason I don't wna say here, come ask me if you're curious!) and I'm really glad for y'all. :D

Next, I'm advertising for Miss Joey Pay SS hahaha :D
Visit her blogshop when you've got time! BD Visit HERE heh. So as this has no fee of any sort and is strictly voluntary, the advertisement ends here 8)

Last but not least, next week's going to be hectic, so I should actually stop blogging for a while and stuff (surprised by the sudden many many updates? I assure you, it's not intentional haha.) so it actually depends la. :D

P.S. NATALIE STHL! I think you still owe me something right! BD Like, uhm something you have to tell me? :D Something like 4 songs? HAHAHA. Hurry before the thing closes!

-Xinxin (says to look out for some renovation!)




Wednesday, July 8, 2009, 8:36 PM

Okay. Time for confessions.
I don't know what I'm turning into. At least when I was in Year 2, I had passion for something. Now, nothing. Nothing actually excites me the way I was fascinated by Maths in Year 2, and nothing else really matter anymore. The only thing I still actually have faint traces of passion for is Jap. And that is definitely not going to last long. When I actually go back to the old class, everything else will go a tempo. Back to status quo.
I don't know what I'm doing with my life. I don't want to live my life this way. I miss so many things in the past, I want them back in my life. Nothing to confuse me. Everything razar sharp and nothing to distract me. I need that back. I need to rethink everything. Just too many things, too little time.
And I know that I've been really horrible this year, I've let many many people down, got myself into hop soup and then squirming out of the situation and what else. I thought I had my share of bitterness this year, but I was wrong. I just it was just something everyone else had to go through, so why make myself different? I'm not somebody who can save the world. I don't have ambitions to turn the world into somewhere safe for everyone. And I do know all I can do is lament about the fates and forget. I can't, and I don't want to do anything else. I've been plain selfish.
Now you think back, I haven't achieved anything this year. All I did this year was just to think for myself. I never stood in anyone's place and thought for them. And now I'm going to start...thinking. Start putting myself into other people's shoes, why they feel that way, and stop acting like some stuckup brat. I know I've been acting like some jerk since this year started, and I know that I probably screwed up a lot. Like how nothing actually can make me feel as happy as I was when I was in 2G, like how I used to rejoice over my marks. I thought I tried, but results show me otherwise. I just have to try harder. I don't know how, but I need my emotions to stop taking over me. Stop overwhelming me. Stop making me forget how to breathe. Stop taking away the essense of life.
I guess everyone have to go through the flavour of life somehow. The wheel of life will take us everywhere, nowhere. All in all, we're stuck in life. We can always take the easy way out. But we can choose to rethink, we can choose to face the music. Just that it's never that easy. We can say many things, do many reflections, and at the end of the day, do nothing about it. I know. I've been there so many times, I know how it feels. I want to change, now. I want to enjoy life and live it to the fullest. I know this post may sound really crap to some of you, but guess what. I'm trying. Hard.
I've forgotten to let myself live life. And I've forgotten how it feels like to work hard. Some part of me don't want to work. But I know that if I don't, I won't get what I want. I know I will fall one day if I continue being like this. It's all going to change. Hopefully.
When you lose something you've always wanted. When something just goes barely out of reach. When you know it's near impossible to get it back. Close your eyes, take a deep breath, tell yourself it's no use lamenting this past. Look into the future and what it holds for you. For me. For them. For us.
I want to make it happen, but I know it's too late. I also know that human heart works in such a way that anything done is remembered and imprinted and I know how I've been a pest. So I'm sorry.
Tell me,
Have you ever looked and lost somebody,
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see
That's the way I feel about you and me, baby.
Can't help, but think that this is wrong. It's not about looking back now, it's about how I can move on now.
Just the regrets now that take the place of the memories that wrenches your heart and make you wonder how such things ever happened.

Once.
Twice.
Thrice.

And the count continues.




3:48 PM

I looked at your face for a moment, and I saw the truth.
I'm sorry, and thanks for all that you've given me.

It's time I faced up to the truth.
Even if I don't want to believe it.




Tuesday, July 7, 2009, 11:19 PM

hello people haha i know my blog is kind of dead LOL.
sorry chionging stuff and projects and revising for all the tests coming up, there isn't really much time to actually update hahah.
And how good can a post get if I talk about how I get distracted by things like dramas and things like that when I mug hahaha.

This is called no life trying to get a life HAHAHA.
thank god for all the people nowadays at least I still have some hope okay :D
Like Celeste who helped me for my interview just now, Kaiwen who is there chionging with me (so I really shouldn't be here LOL) and many others like the cheena proj group haha.

Alright so let's see.
We went to the tea place at chinatown today, funny things happened.
Such as how jiahan has good intuition and etc! (And how cher very very very blur HAHAH.)

Okay then we had filming on monday, went to chinese garden and kaiwen's house and it was rather awesome :D
Like how you can't beat it right :D

Okay very very tired now because of chionging the BSP report so I want to go sleep alr.
And i shall hopefully say more about my jap lessons because they are so spastic and it's so very very funny you can laugh until cry one.

Glad to be taking jap, because there's one funny teacher I have. :D




Monday, June 29, 2009, 3:56 PM

Hi, world.
I can feel all my energy draining out on the first day.
Must be the weather.
I'm sorry D:




Sunday, June 28, 2009, 11:19 PM

Hi world.
School's (re)opening tmrw (and I'm sad)
Because I don't like!
Like, I finally finished most of the homework and need to go back school alr, this holiday like no holiday like that >:
Homework project homework project homework project camp and I kill people alr.
OMG i need to print my chinese compo i almost forgot OMGOMGOMG.
and the declaration form and I know that I said I want to sleep at 9, but look at the time now zzz.
Good night world, good day school life, here i come (very unwillingly).

Sianzxzxz.
I don't like to get up so early D:




Monday, June 22, 2009, 8:48 PM

I have a lot of things to say, but first things first.

Schools to re-open as scheduled despite H1N1 situation (!)
By S Ramesh, Channel NewsAsia | Posted: 22 June 2009 1823 hrs


SINGAPORE: Health Minister Khaw Boon Wan has said schools will re-open and the Asian Youth Games and National Day celebrations will carry on.

But recently-returned students who have travelled to affected countries will stay at home for one week before joining their classmates when schools re-open on Monday.

The Ministry of Education (MOE) will provide more details soon, added Mr Khaw.

The health minister was speaking at a news conference on Monday to give an update on the latest developments on the Influenza A(H1N1)situation.

Mr Khaw said that overall, life must continue as normally as possible with targeted control measures.

One of them would be to close a school when a significant cluster is found so as to break the transmission or to isolate a competing team from other athletes as was done with the Filipino and the Hong Kong football players.

Mr Khaw also revealed that the scientific committee, chaired by the Director of Medical Services, is effectively evaluating the characteristics and the genome of the virus.

The committee has determined that the H1N1 virus in Singapore remains identical with that in North America.

Hence, the consensus view was that the virus remains moderate-risk and Singaporeans need not panic over the development that there is now community spread in the country.

Mr Khaw is confident that almost all infected cases will be able to recover fully and that Tamiflu and Relenza remain effective against the disease.

He, however, added: "But I thought I should explain that moderate risk does not mean no death. Just like the seasonal flu, there will be some deaths. That's why we need to target the high-risk patients, especially those with underlying medical conditions and to render the best chance of a full recovery. And that is why we need to allow our hospitals to be able to focus on the high-risk cases and not be distracted or overwhelmed by hundreds of mild cases."

Among those in the high risk include pregnant mothers, people with asthma, those on kidney dialysis or on chemotherapy.

The Health Ministry intends to advise these groups of patients with direct mailers of what they can do to protect themselves.

On its part, the Health Ministry is also gearing up all its polyclinics and a few hundred general practitioners to treat suspected H1N1 cases in Singapore.

Giving details of measures to tackle a wider community spread of the influenza, Mr Khaw explained that these will be called Pandemic Preparedness Clinics or PPCs and they can be recognised by their decal to handle walk-in suspect cases.

These clinics will only refer some categories of high-risk suspect patients to public hospitals.

Mr Khaw said the Health Ministry would publicise to Singaporeans where these clinics are so they know where to seek advice.

He explained: "When the local bio-surveillance data confirms significant community spread and we need to move from containment to full mitigation, we will signal to the public to use these PPCs instead of going to the hospitals if their flu conditions are mild. And this may happen over the next few days."

The Health Minister also revealed that the government would secure adequate supplies of the H1N1 vaccine for the population.

Besides the existing supply contract with the vaccine manufacturer, Mr Khaw said the ministry is also in active negotiations with other vaccine manufacturers. The aim is to diversify the supply of H1N1 vaccines.

Concluding, Mr Khaw said that last week has been eventful in the development of the outbreak in Singapore and the ministry expects this development.

That's because June would be challenging, given the large number of travellers returning from their holidays.

But the seven-week head start in battling the virus has been extremely useful, Mr Khaw said, to allow the government to gear up its system for the community spread phase of the outbreak.

His advice to Singaporeans: just carry on with your lives normally but keep up the high standard of personal hygiene.
From:http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/437803/1/.html
Wah sad la. ):
Mad homework chionging, here I come ): ): ):